My Life

I'm lost and confused,
miss-treated and miss-used,
Raped and abused,
Unloved and refused.
I was always being excused,
I started doing drugs,
Dating some thugs.
I was being a tease,
and getting pleased.
I love that life
now I’m stuck,
in this rock.
restrained from the one I love.
screaming inside my mind,
even though everyone thinks I’m fine.
crying myself to sleep every night,
wishing the next day my sister might be in sight.
I was dropped in this town,
to never be found.
I was beaten
I was raped
I was unloved
I was refused
and most of all I was confused.